To my ex best friend

I’m not going to waste anytime here  with meaningless words

It’s been so long anyways, what good are words?

I know that theres nothing left to be said

And nothing left to be done

But honestly, it still hurts

We used to be so close, and suddenly we weren’t

I can scarcely remember now, it’s been so many years

But I remember that feeling, of a true and wonderful friend

Of all the times we had, and all the things we did

I wasn’t perfect, I was just a kid

And you weren’t perfect, you were just a kid

If I could go back, I would change it all

I’m not so sure you’d do the same

But I still care, and I still miss you

I long for those times back, I long for the “good ‘ol days”

Silly me thinks that we can go back

Maybe with some talking, maybe with some time

But apologies mean nothing, and moving on is hard to do

Talking is so easy though, if only one just tries

But hold the grudge, it’s a seemingly simple thing to do

People grow, people change

But that doesn’t mean it’s alright

But what you never realized was, I got hurt too

You see, I was young and hurt and alone

I didn’t know what to do, and I saw how things were

And how they were going to be

So I acted, and I was rash

But apologies mean nothing, meaningless words on my lips

I can’t even say I still miss you

And I’m too scared to reach out

How many times can a person try, before it becomes redundant

All I can do is sit here, longing for the past

A past that’s all but lost

A past that was perfection

Move on, move forward

So easy yet so hard

Now I’ve wasted time with meaningless words

And I fear it’s forever too late

I still care, I always will

You’ll forever remain my best friend

And I can only hope for the best from here on out

So to my ex best friend;

I miss you, I’m sorry

Maybe someday it can be better

 

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